Post by Panic.Rose on Jun 28, 2010 15:27:16 GMT -5
I don't want to do this.
I can't say goodbye.
But what if I have to? Even if it's only for a little while?
For the longest time, my muse for this site has been steadily running away and unlike every other site I'm on..it won't come back.
I've gone through a rough time since I joined Broken. I lost my father to a two-year long fight with gastric cancer and though I've managed to pull through on other forums, I just never get on here anymore. It's depressing and I feel like such a disappointment, a loser, a runaway, from you all.
Zephyr, Mocha, Dobie and Ember, my dears....you all have been the best friends a crazy girl can ask for and I want to stay in contact with you if I can,. and if you still want to.
I have to leave the site for now, to find where my Broken muse has gone.But unlike some of the losses in life, this isn't permanent.
Count this as an extended absence. you don't have to move my characters, and I'll see if I can accept a bio here and there, so you don't have to worry about finding anyone to take my place.
Just call it a "Vacation' until happier times come my way. I wasn't lying about being busy, because i am. I have camps, and beaches to visit and of course, my real-life friends who never let alone for too long.
THIS IS NOT ME LEAVING.
I'll go how I've been going...popping in and out and piecing things back together. I need a break. Not from roleplay and not from this site specifically....I just don't know where to run now. I can't sleep without a light, I'm so scared of things that aren't there. I can't stay still, and I'm getting help for it.
I think I'm breaking down, but I'm building myself up again.
I love you all and I'll see you as soon as I can. I'
ll be updating you on my mental status as time goes on.
I can't say goodbye.
But what if I have to? Even if it's only for a little while?
For the longest time, my muse for this site has been steadily running away and unlike every other site I'm on..it won't come back.
I've gone through a rough time since I joined Broken. I lost my father to a two-year long fight with gastric cancer and though I've managed to pull through on other forums, I just never get on here anymore. It's depressing and I feel like such a disappointment, a loser, a runaway, from you all.
Zephyr, Mocha, Dobie and Ember, my dears....you all have been the best friends a crazy girl can ask for and I want to stay in contact with you if I can,. and if you still want to.
I have to leave the site for now, to find where my Broken muse has gone.But unlike some of the losses in life, this isn't permanent.
Count this as an extended absence. you don't have to move my characters, and I'll see if I can accept a bio here and there, so you don't have to worry about finding anyone to take my place.
Just call it a "Vacation' until happier times come my way. I wasn't lying about being busy, because i am. I have camps, and beaches to visit and of course, my real-life friends who never let alone for too long.
THIS IS NOT ME LEAVING.
I'll go how I've been going...popping in and out and piecing things back together. I need a break. Not from roleplay and not from this site specifically....I just don't know where to run now. I can't sleep without a light, I'm so scared of things that aren't there. I can't stay still, and I'm getting help for it.
I think I'm breaking down, but I'm building myself up again.
I love you all and I'll see you as soon as I can. I'
ll be updating you on my mental status as time goes on.
