Immolation

[MENTAL]

name: Immolation
pronounciation: im-uh-ley-shuhn
alias: Lation

age: 7
gender: Male
breed: Rottweiler

appearance:

Matured thickly built body is made bulkier by strong muscle that's hidden under a short midnight coat. An orange tinted brown creates two dots above his deep dark brown eyes and drapes over his muzzle and towards his neck before stopping. Chest and legs are decorated with the same brown as well, breaking the otherwise endless dark color of his coat. Black nose is always moist and his eyes always shimmering with a distant troubled look. He stands as tall as his breed gets, his size sometimes making him appear threatening though that's really not something he is. Most of the time he will have at least a small smile on his face as well.

personality:

Lation can be a little confused at times, about a lot of things. Especially what goes on in his mind, he thinks too much about things sometimes and his plans and opinions sometimes seem absurd to anyone but himself. But sometimes he doesn't understand his own thoughts at the same time, or rather, doesn't understand why no one else understands them like he does. What Lation wants more than anything is to feel real love and to feel at home where he is instead of feeling out of place like he does most of the time. He thinks that he has too much life in him and that its going to waste because he is alone. He doesn't want to die but sometimes he feels as though he doesn't really want to keep living either. But he knows that when you love someone they will leave eventually and that no matter what it will involve pain, so he already knows that when he falls in love he needs to leave before she does, to save himself at least a little bit of hurt. But it all scares him to death which is why he always runs from things, but he doesn't want to run anymore. He wants to actually live instead of just passing by in the shadows going unnoticed.

history:

Immolation's history is about as average as average gets. He was born to a litter of pups, abandoned after birth because the owner's of the dog hadn't had the money or time to care for puppies but they hadn't wanted to get rid of their beloved family pet. So into a bag the puppies went and then left in a ditch in some abandoned area of town. But another stray dog that had just had puppies found them, only a few had survived but Lation was one of the strongest of litter and managed to survive easily. After that his life just focused on survival, fighting over small morsels of food just to keep himself fed and he quickly learned how to use his size and weight to his advantage when he needed. All through his life Lation would search for other dogs, wanting company but before he could really make friends or even find a lover for himself he would retreat and run off again to be on his own, finding safety in loneliness. But he's too old for that now, he's spent too long on his own and needs the company of someone else to keep him sane. Even though he's scared of love and what might happen he wants to give it a go so that he might experience some of those things that other dogs get to experience because they have the courage to face the pain that comes from it.

[Zephyя !?]

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